wishes

This is my confession, for the past 25 years aku tak penah sekalipun menanam azam setiap kali tahun baru menjenguk. Bagi aku, tak payah tunggu tahun baru pun boleh tanam azam. Ni beberapa azam ongoing yang berlangsung sejak beberapa tahun ini:

• Jun 2005 : berazam untuk menjadi someone to somebody ;)
• October 2005 : Menge'refresh'kan apa yang telah dilupakan semasa blaja dulu
• Feb 2006 : Menambahkan kadar simpanan ASB untuk sesuatu tujuan
• March 2006 : Menahan nafsu untuk memotong rambut
• May 2006 : Membawa skuter sampai ke bangunan ofis
• August 2006 : berazam mengurangkan kadar hutang PTPTN.. hiks!
• Oct 2006 : Memberikan lebih fungsi kepada gitar yang tersadai kat umah aku
• Nov 2006 : Spend more time and money to my family
• Dec 2006 : mengurangkan dosa yang telah terkumpul sekian lama
• 2004 - present : Nak tukar angin...

Payment PTPTN!! Tanak berhutang lagi!

dan beberapa perkara yang berlangsung dan berakhir dalam hidup aku... I like follow the flows.

Xmas

Hari xmas aku habiskan dengan menonton tv dan menjahit.. hahhaha!! menjahit? sound not like me! well, terima kenyataan wahai Jamal! Mungkin aktiviti ni didorong oleh sewing kit cute Watson yang aku beli dengan harga RM 4.90 ketika aku melepak ngan Arip kat Cineleisure. Masa menjahit tuh, terfikir gak kalau ada mesin jahit betul2 kan best takyahla aku susah2 cari kedai jahit n paling best, bole aku amik upah menjahit baju... hahahah!!... masa raya, mesti aku kaya.. kalau kaya, bole beli dapur, kalau ada dapur, bole buat umah tebuka... kalau buat umah tebuka, bole ajak kawan2... huh! macam best jak rancangan aku nih..

Bila cinta bersatu

Bestnya kalau cinta berakhir dengan penyatuan yang kekal hingga hujung nyawa... Apa lagi kalau cinta yang disemai dijaga dengan baik dan mengikut landasan.

Perkongsian+Persefahaman = penyatuan.

Syukur pada mu Ya Allah, Kau telah berikan aku anugerah cinta yang terindah...

p/s: Selamat bersatu; Nuha+Husband!

I am SABAHAN

Bz week… Last week I was appointed to be with the MBC crew in Hotlink booth Jomheboh carnival. So tired yet satisfied. It was Flop Poppy who was performed at the Hotlink booth stage that Sunday and there a few Sabahans enjoyed the show excitedly and holding Sabah Flag. It was happened during the National Day Celeb at Dataran Merdeka too. These Sabahan yang excited holding Sabah flag and making noise. Masuk Edisi Siasat tuh!... Rasa segan gak coz its like racial kan and yes.. I’m SABAHAN and I’m proud of where I belong. At first, terfikir jugak why were they do the things they done? Then, they made me smile… Its kinda cute tough. Life is short don’t waste it with something that we might regret one day. We are coming from different lifestyles, different background, different faces and so many other differences. Just don’t expect people will do the same thing that we do. Don’t blame them negatively, maybe that the way they enjoy their life and maybe they just don’t have a chance to do it in their past life. And maybe the crowds were so dull and they just wanna help the performer to be more confident and feel welcomed. To those who non-Sabahan, just change the way you think about Sabahan. I’m not trying to blame anyone here, but guess what people say when I’m mention that I’m from Semporna, Sabah. ‘Oh! Area yang ada pirate tu?’ Yup! It was almost 10 years since that tragedy but people keep in mind that this area is so full of left eye-covered pirate that kidnap you and put you in a beautiful island. Come on la… I’m still move here and there in one piece.
To those who have a bad experience with the Sabahan, just wanna say sorry on their behalf. Peoples are different… That’s life…

Cinta

Semalam menonton filem Cinta dengan Cintahatiku. Satu2nya filem melayu yang aku berasa puas hati sebaik ja kaki aku melangkah dari pintu exit Cinema 3 GSC MidValley. As I said in earlier post, I'm Very+Super+TheMost Sensitive Woman, and honestly this movie touched me deep in the heart.

Part movie yang menarik hati aku:

• Kata-kata Dato'Rahim Razali: 'Isteri bukanlah hakmilik tapi satu anugerah'. Sejak dari tgk trailer memang dah jatuh cinta ngan kata2 itu
• Lukisan2 Rashidi Ishak yang dia bagi hadiah kepada ex-wife dia. Pencinta yang agung..
• Ekspresi muka Fatimah Abu Bakar bila pembantunya said that Cikgu Elyas hensem and she agreed pastu.. kantoi! jatuh cinta eh!
• Scene Rashidi Ishak and anaknya. "Papa, I'm working" Pastu dia try amik makanan anak dia. Chomel and natural...
• Part Pierre Andre membuang sampah
• Bila Rita Rudaini bagitau husband dia yang dia masih sayangkan husband dia tapi tak lagi cinta. Hmmm... Bila hati sudah tak lagi cinta... Let go!.
• Bila Fatimah Abu Bakar found out yang Cikgu Elyas tu berpenyakit and dia tya pasal kedai Chong for the second time. Huhu! Baru nak jatuh cinta..
  

Part yang aku rasa tak berapa "kick" sangat

• Scene romantic dinner Eizlan ngan Fasha Sandha.
• Gaya kalut Sharifah Amani masa dia 1st jumpa Pierre Andre coz nak advertise pencarian dia yang aku rasa tak menjadi and tak real. and she is Best Actress!?
• Scene kat ERL, memang lawak tapi there are something yang aku rasa macam tak best.

Burn out!!!

Someone ask me once, are u getting burn out? And then I lied about what I really feel and its come out wrong: "No! I'm still okay!"... But, honestly.."Yes! I'm definitely! Burn out!"

Back to myhomeland

Best sangat balik kampung... yang paling best, dapat 15th nephew yang bergaya macam shinchan coz mak dia asyik tengok shinchan ja sebelum menetas. Tak banyak amik gambar coz kemra masuk workshop.. Tepaksa amik pakai kemra henset jak itupun jap jaa da full almaklumlaa.. old skul pya memory card 32mb jak.. huh! I have to have a new memory card.