Heavy Head

There are lot of things that stuck in my head and I don't think i can handle it all by myself. I need someone's shoulder to put my heavy head and ease me. Feel like I want to cry out! Feel like I want to shout it out! But I don't think people would understand me. What in me, inside and outside sometimes killing me... I'm fighting!... Fighting with my old nemesis... Me Myself and I! There are something in me that make me feel like I'm not meant to be in this world.