wishes

This is my confession, for the past 25 years aku tak penah sekalipun menanam azam setiap kali tahun baru menjenguk. Bagi aku, tak payah tunggu tahun baru pun boleh tanam azam. Ni beberapa azam ongoing yang berlangsung sejak beberapa tahun ini:

• Jun 2005 : berazam untuk menjadi someone to somebody ;)
• October 2005 : Menge'refresh'kan apa yang telah dilupakan semasa blaja dulu
• Feb 2006 : Menambahkan kadar simpanan ASB untuk sesuatu tujuan
• March 2006 : Menahan nafsu untuk memotong rambut
• May 2006 : Membawa skuter sampai ke bangunan ofis
• August 2006 : berazam mengurangkan kadar hutang PTPTN.. hiks!
• Oct 2006 : Memberikan lebih fungsi kepada gitar yang tersadai kat umah aku
• Nov 2006 : Spend more time and money to my family
• Dec 2006 : mengurangkan dosa yang telah terkumpul sekian lama
• 2004 - present : Nak tukar angin...

Payment PTPTN!! Tanak berhutang lagi!

dan beberapa perkara yang berlangsung dan berakhir dalam hidup aku... I like follow the flows.

Xmas

Hari xmas aku habiskan dengan menonton tv dan menjahit.. hahhaha!! menjahit? sound not like me! well, terima kenyataan wahai Jamal! Mungkin aktiviti ni didorong oleh sewing kit cute Watson yang aku beli dengan harga RM 4.90 ketika aku melepak ngan Arip kat Cineleisure. Masa menjahit tuh, terfikir gak kalau ada mesin jahit betul2 kan best takyahla aku susah2 cari kedai jahit n paling best, bole aku amik upah menjahit baju... hahahah!!... masa raya, mesti aku kaya.. kalau kaya, bole beli dapur, kalau ada dapur, bole buat umah tebuka... kalau buat umah tebuka, bole ajak kawan2... huh! macam best jak rancangan aku nih..

Bila cinta bersatu

Bestnya kalau cinta berakhir dengan penyatuan yang kekal hingga hujung nyawa... Apa lagi kalau cinta yang disemai dijaga dengan baik dan mengikut landasan.

Perkongsian+Persefahaman = penyatuan.

Syukur pada mu Ya Allah, Kau telah berikan aku anugerah cinta yang terindah...

p/s: Selamat bersatu; Nuha+Husband!

I am SABAHAN

Bz week… Last week I was appointed to be with the MBC crew in Hotlink booth Jomheboh carnival. So tired yet satisfied. It was Flop Poppy who was performed at the Hotlink booth stage that Sunday and there a few Sabahans enjoyed the show excitedly and holding Sabah Flag. It was happened during the National Day Celeb at Dataran Merdeka too. These Sabahan yang excited holding Sabah flag and making noise. Masuk Edisi Siasat tuh!... Rasa segan gak coz its like racial kan and yes.. I’m SABAHAN and I’m proud of where I belong. At first, terfikir jugak why were they do the things they done? Then, they made me smile… Its kinda cute tough. Life is short don’t waste it with something that we might regret one day. We are coming from different lifestyles, different background, different faces and so many other differences. Just don’t expect people will do the same thing that we do. Don’t blame them negatively, maybe that the way they enjoy their life and maybe they just don’t have a chance to do it in their past life. And maybe the crowds were so dull and they just wanna help the performer to be more confident and feel welcomed. To those who non-Sabahan, just change the way you think about Sabahan. I’m not trying to blame anyone here, but guess what people say when I’m mention that I’m from Semporna, Sabah. ‘Oh! Area yang ada pirate tu?’ Yup! It was almost 10 years since that tragedy but people keep in mind that this area is so full of left eye-covered pirate that kidnap you and put you in a beautiful island. Come on la… I’m still move here and there in one piece.
To those who have a bad experience with the Sabahan, just wanna say sorry on their behalf. Peoples are different… That’s life…

Cinta

Semalam menonton filem Cinta dengan Cintahatiku. Satu2nya filem melayu yang aku berasa puas hati sebaik ja kaki aku melangkah dari pintu exit Cinema 3 GSC MidValley. As I said in earlier post, I'm Very+Super+TheMost Sensitive Woman, and honestly this movie touched me deep in the heart.

Part movie yang menarik hati aku:

• Kata-kata Dato'Rahim Razali: 'Isteri bukanlah hakmilik tapi satu anugerah'. Sejak dari tgk trailer memang dah jatuh cinta ngan kata2 itu
• Lukisan2 Rashidi Ishak yang dia bagi hadiah kepada ex-wife dia. Pencinta yang agung..
• Ekspresi muka Fatimah Abu Bakar bila pembantunya said that Cikgu Elyas hensem and she agreed pastu.. kantoi! jatuh cinta eh!
• Scene Rashidi Ishak and anaknya. "Papa, I'm working" Pastu dia try amik makanan anak dia. Chomel and natural...
• Part Pierre Andre membuang sampah
• Bila Rita Rudaini bagitau husband dia yang dia masih sayangkan husband dia tapi tak lagi cinta. Hmmm... Bila hati sudah tak lagi cinta... Let go!.
• Bila Fatimah Abu Bakar found out yang Cikgu Elyas tu berpenyakit and dia tya pasal kedai Chong for the second time. Huhu! Baru nak jatuh cinta..
  

Part yang aku rasa tak berapa "kick" sangat

• Scene romantic dinner Eizlan ngan Fasha Sandha.
• Gaya kalut Sharifah Amani masa dia 1st jumpa Pierre Andre coz nak advertise pencarian dia yang aku rasa tak menjadi and tak real. and she is Best Actress!?
• Scene kat ERL, memang lawak tapi there are something yang aku rasa macam tak best.

Burn out!!!

Someone ask me once, are u getting burn out? And then I lied about what I really feel and its come out wrong: "No! I'm still okay!"... But, honestly.."Yes! I'm definitely! Burn out!"

Back to myhomeland

Best sangat balik kampung... yang paling best, dapat 15th nephew yang bergaya macam shinchan coz mak dia asyik tengok shinchan ja sebelum menetas. Tak banyak amik gambar coz kemra masuk workshop.. Tepaksa amik pakai kemra henset jak itupun jap jaa da full almaklumlaa.. old skul pya memory card 32mb jak.. huh! I have to have a new memory card.

Janda Baik 2

*Pictures courtesy of Mr. Arief

Janda Baik

Aku tak tau kenapa badan aku sakit lepas balik dari Janda Baik, maybe main volleyball ataupun sebab hanyut kat sungai. Yang paling sakit, kemra masuk air.. wawawawa... kecewa.. tak sempat amik gambar pun! Kemra dah rosak!!...

Tepu

"Aku dah makin tua la weh! Uhuk..uhuks!" Phrase yang slalu diluahkan oleh Arip yang berasal dari aku. *wink!. Ha'ah.. Next camp kena come up with new idea tapi otak aku dah tepu... Dah habis dah memerah otak, bebuih-buih dah bebincang tapi idea taknak datang2. Huh! Persoalannya adakah ketuaan itu mempengaruhi idea2? Tidak sama sekali! Tapi ketuaan mempengaruhi pemikiran aku yang dah bertukar dari seorang pompuan kepada wanita.. hahaha... Kewanitaan ini la yang aku jadikan alasan untuk tidak lagi menjadi energetik dan havoc sebagaimana aku yang dulu... I miss the old Jamal.. Persoalan lagi.. wanita kah aku?? Erk! Apa aku merepek ni.. Tah apa2 tah.. Yang penting aku nak balik kampung next week... Nak jumpa kambing2 bawah umah yang sentiasa membekalkan baja2 natural dan bau yang meng'welcome'kan tetamu yang datang umah.



Jamal dulu..

Single tak available

Mari..mari... Pompuan sebijik! Hahahha... Someone is busy and I'm getting single. Muahaha..

Unspoken Words

How I wish I have the right words to describe what is swirling in my head.



















God, grant me some strength to face the things that I cannot change. Life is like a wheel and now I think this time I’m at the bottom. And this wheel is moving slowly, tiring…

Change your status

I’ve chatted with an old fren and she told me that my frenz are going to be tie knot end of this year. Ina on 23rd November, Makda and Darma on 23rd December. Even my roommate is expecting a baby this November. She was married last year Raya and now she will have a baby a year later. Min and Gapar engaged end of this year. And hey! I’ve got a called from Zali, he was married last year. My officemates? Nuha, will wear her ring on 16th. Shima engaged, Huhuu.. Is that a sign that I am supposed to have the same status as them? Hahahaha… Who else? Er, next year kot. Ogy, break up oledi hahaha.. jahatnya aku.(psstt!.. keep it secret). I went to Arief fren’s wedding last Saturday. She is so gorgeous in a green wedding dress. Hmm… green looks perfect… I’m started dreaming…

Moved out

last week aku officially move pi umah baru, bukan jauh sgt pun sebelah blok ja 63 ke 69 . so, aku telah mengorder hero2 untuk pindahkan barang2 aku. Nasib baik hero yang aku order ni berkuasa kuda. So, aku just diamanahkan untuk membawa bebanan yang paling 'berat', 2 ekor beruang. hehehe...

thanks to the heroes..

Transformasi

Aku tidak tau sejak bila aku bertukar menjadi super+very+the most sensitive. Aku jadi lemah anggota badan bila tgk gmbr yang me'yarkh'kan seperti pembunuhan, perut teburai etc. Aku dah tak boleh naik roller coaster, terfikir pasal nak naik pun tangan bole bepeluh... Bila tgk movie sedih aku akan nangis! Warhhhh!.. Takleh diterima akal!... Orang marah aku sikit dah kuar airmata. Helllppp... Aku sedih betul bila tgk org2 kat tepi jalan esp orang tua...















Gambar pacik ni aku amik masa aku tunggu bas nak gi opis. Bau dia acem semacam...

Fave Body Part?-Lips

Lips of an Angel- Hinder

Honey why are you calling me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud
Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And yes I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue
Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
(And I never wanna say goodbye)
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Honey why are you calling me so late

Allah selamatkan kamu

Semalam 1hb Nov, Birthday hubby yang ke 24. Tambah setahun lagi umur mu.. Kesian jugak coz apa yang aku plan tak terlaksana. Malas nak beli kek kat kedai coz every month kami melantak kat Secret Recipe. Just buat simplest cake, Kek Batik..muahahaha.. Pastu, makan beramai-ramai kat ofis. huhu... Tapi yang paling tak best, jaket yang aku belikan dia besar sangat, menggelebeh. Nasib baik uncle kat kedai tu sanggup tukar. Comel jak hubby aku... Happy Birthday Sayang...

Books Wanted!

Mana aku nak cekau novel kat bawah ni:
1. Knife of dreams - Robert Jordan
2. Saving Fish From Drowning - Amy Tan
3. On Beauty - Zadie Smith
4. Lifeguard - James Patterson
5. Birthday Stories - Haruki Murakami
6. My Best Friend's Girl - Dorothy Koomson
7. The Mathematics of Love - Emma Darwin

Iklan...

Senarai iklan yang aku rasa best during festive:
1. Petronas (Aku ingin Pulang..(tak tau tajuk sebenar))
- Pertama kali tengok memang sedih laa.. dah la bapak aku jauh kat Sabah
- ayat yang aku rasa best: "Jangan lupa pakai lampin tau!"
- Kalau nak vote: kat sini iklan best

2. Mana baju??
- Isteri dia cium2 gambar kat tengah2 malam. Rupanya dia suka tul tgk laki dia pakai baju kuning. Iklan apa erk? Lupa lak!

Memoir of Tsunami

Beberapa hari sebelum Raya, aku, Mau, Ogy, CHoi, Wan and Khai menambahkan lagi pahala yang tak tau sikit ke banyak. Kalau ada peluang tambah, tambah jek la erk? hehhe.. So, bagi menyahut seruan Ilahi, kami bertolak dengan menaiki 2 buah van ke Penang. Destinasi kami?... Pusat Penempatan Mangsa Tsunami... Tup..tap..tup.. tap, dah hampir 2 tahun tragedi tu berlalu tapi kesannya masih lagi terasa seperti baru semalam. Heboh satu dunia dengan berita yang tak tau nak dicritakan macamana dahsyatnya dan yang pasti, semua orang terkejut sepertimana terkejutnya kambing yang kebasahan di bumi Acheh. Walaupun penat berpuasa, kami krew Maxis feat. Red Cresent bergotong royong menggembirakan+menyediakan makanan+memberi hadiah+ mengambil gambar mangsa-mangsa Tsunami yang kelihatannya masih lagi tidak ingin mengimbau cerita ngeri tuh..

Kami bermalam di Tanjung Bungah Beach Resort and aku sempat lagi mengimbau kenangan aku yang totally different ngan Tsunami victims... Kenangan yang terindah... Huhuhuhu...




Obviously say, "Welcome to Penang"